Sparhawk thinks he understands, at least a little. "With time, all wounds heal, or so I'm told. You killed friends of mine that day. You betrayed the teachings of Sephrenia, and broke Vanion's trust in you. Time, though, still passes."

That's not an answer, but Sparhawk is chary of giving a proper one, not sure how Martel would react.

"Now that I've talked to you, Martel, and realised that mostly I was being pig-headed, I would not object to you visiting. I can't speak for the others, but I wouldn't be chasing you down for your head."