you magnificent fuck up
09 May 2009 @ 05:41 pm
[log] i know i'm not forgiven but i hope that i'll be given some peace  
After an...interesting encounter, it's dark where Martel is and late in Valdis, too. Two days, and he should go home; he will, soon. He has somewhere else to stop before he does, though, and after he starts to walk away from the fire he changes course to a place in the nexus that knows him from before he had the castle.

He rinses off the dust, the smoke, the ink and the sweat the best he can manage in a hurry; gaunt and still tired, but less hollowed out, and clean. He shaves, pulls his hair back and smoothes a new shirt as he leaves, only the barest twist of his lips to give any indication of his opinion of the damn pinpoints before he vanishes out of the nexus.
 
 
you magnificent fuck up
27 March 2009 @ 08:31 pm
[log] even though i swear i've never been so alone i've come home  
 
 
you magnificent fuck up
19 November 2008 @ 08:10 pm
[log] rivers and mountains she creates but you'll never know the next move she'll make  

[14:37] * Maria is +1 babby today. She has Nouria in a sling, but with that little carrier basket, too. ...Maria uses the nexus as a cheat so she doesn't have to go outside in the cold, by the way.
[14:58] * Martel should probably not spend so much time drinking alone. He offers a vague wave when Maria comes in, from over his notes.
[14:58] Maria: "Hi!" She meanders over, babby in arms. "Nouria says hi, too."
[14:59] Martel: "Hello, then."
[15:01] * Maria sits down next to him. "How're you, honey?"
[15:02] Martel: "Busy, per usual. And you?"
[15:05] Maria: "I am fantastic, thank you very much." She pats Nouria affectionately. "Guess who turned three months old yesterday!"
[15:06] Martel: "I can't /possibly/ imagine," he says, dryly, because he is asking for it at all times.
[15:07] * Maria casually punches him in the arm and resumes conversation as if that never happened. )

 
 
you magnificent fuck up
16 October 2008 @ 09:22 pm
[log] oh come on sun why must i burn i'm just trying to learn  

Thursday evening sees Martel no more interested in this dinner than he was when he agreed to it - but he did agree to it and he's making a particular point lately of making good on his promises, even the ones that aren't really oaths.

A smaller dining room has been chosen and thoroughly prepared; Martel gets the vague impression that Grella is a little indignant about his having a dinner party ('It's not a dinner party') and not letting her cook for it, and retreats very quickly from the planning because sometimes it really doesn't matter that he's actually the one in charge here. There's something vaguely reassuring about that, a notion that he chooses not to dwell on deeply. (There are more things, some days, that Martel avoids thinking about than anything else.)

He snaps a quill pen in his hand unintentionally, absolutely not hiding in his study. Someone should be up to let him know when they've arrived, at least.

 
 
you magnificent fuck up
14 October 2008 @ 12:38 am
[prompt] because i haven't tried as hard as i should to separate you from everything i do  
in which all of martel's issues collide unexpectedly. )


prompt: "That would be a good thing for them to cut on my tombstone: Wherever she went, including here, it was against her better judgment." dorothy parker. [2.2]
word count: 420
 
 
you magnificent fuck up
30 September 2008 @ 01:17 am
[log] you act like you’re hip to their tricks and you're strong  

The past few weeks have been, for Martel...an interesting time. Today, though, today isn't very interesting. (Yet.) Today is mostly quiet; he's been occupying himself with finalizing his staff (as it'll stand for a time - it's more than likely he'll need to expand later, but for now he thinks he has everyone he needs sorted out), and now he's escaped the lot of them for his favourite pastime.

That would be: avoiding Ewar's near-supernatural ability to find him anywhere in the castle by taking his books and his drink in Stigmata, flexing the fingers of his right hand and really looking forward to when it's properly good as new. The pull of still-healing flesh is making his already typical-scholar's-handwriting more strained.

 
 
you magnificent fuck up
07 August 2008 @ 12:34 pm
[log] this isn't home but somehow it's gold  

It's been a strange day among strange days, which Martel assumes is probably why his home is filling up with people in the space of a week or so. He's fairly sure (although he wouldn't swear to it) that he hasn't even met Brody (this is only because he didn't exactly get a lot of names off the bus while he was being kidnapped as a felonious monk), for example. Preoccupied doesn't mean he's a terrible host, though, so he's making the brief trip down the hall to Maria's suite (oh god what's she done to it).

He raps on the door with the back of his knuckles, waiting for a response.

 
 
you magnificent fuck up
06 August 2008 @ 07:10 pm
[log] sometimes they're crawling down my spine  

[18:33] * Maria is here in a bar, perhaps looking for Martel.
[18:34] * Martel is here, now; god only knows what he's /been/ doing. "Hello, there."
[18:36] Maria: "Hi! Can I have a sleepover?" ........let's just get that out of the way. "What are you up to?" Meanwhile, she ambles around the bar, poking at stuff. Including the answering machine, because no one else uses the thing.
[18:37] Martel: "Define 'sleepover' before I answer that."
[18:38] Maria: "Brody wants a vacation, and if he comes over I'll have someone to entertain me." She scrolls through the text messages, and then pauses.
[18:40] * Martel tries to recall if he's met Brody. "Very well. What are you looking at?"
[18:40] Maria: "Um. Be calm, first. So this chick Candice is your girl, right?"
[18:40] * Martel has the look on his face of a man who's pretty sure he knows what's coming. "That's one way of putting it."
[18:41] Maria: "It looks like she's in the hospital with her friend Enfys...I guess someone tried slitting her throat or something? I don't know, the message is off-world, some of it's garbled."
[18:42] Martel: "Does it say /where/?"
[18:46] Maria: "Um, it has pinpoint coordinates attached! Bolivar medical."
[18:50] * Martel looks /extremely/ calm, which may or may not actually bode well. "All right. Your friend can come and stay, and I'll see you as soon as possible, I have to go. Now."

[prelude to this.]

 
 
you magnificent fuck up
12 June 2008 @ 04:12 am
[log] fairytales don't happen by magic  
 
 
you magnificent fuck up
06 June 2008 @ 10:56 am
[log] and she told him  
 
 
you magnificent fuck up
14 May 2008 @ 08:53 am
[log] hits you when it's too late [ii/ii]  
hits you when you're down )
 
 
 
you magnificent fuck up
11 May 2008 @ 01:13 am
[log] and if i claimed to be a wise man  
well it surely means that i don't know )
 
 
you magnificent fuck up
09 May 2008 @ 07:18 pm
[log] i'm haunted by the lives that i have loved  
and actions i have hated )
 
 
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